lonely comment section
considering the unlikelihood of anyone ever seeing this, imma say some of my weak minded thoughts here
i wish i had the ability to make friends or comrades as close knit with me as the people in manhwa gangs (when it comes to the MC).
actually able to fight and actually have power and influence in an area
actually willing to fight for one another
as close as i get with people, it's never as close as i feel it to be.
this is probably due to my neurodivergence, but i get overly emotional easily. for example right now, this whole comment is due to my emotions being higher than normal as it's currently 1 am (late at night).
in the same way, sometimes i feel like im SO CLOSE to a friend, i feel like a true brother
but it's just that moment. it isn't real. it isn't permanent. relationships need maintenance, not just one moment of good connection.
unfortunately, im too much of a lazy ass wimp to ever put in the work to get something i want. at the end of the day, nothing will change if i dont change myself. i know that. yet im still too lazy to do it. useless ass reader
Satoru Andrew
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the first step in changing who you are is in recognizing that you have to change. Keep going, i know i sounds cliché but it gets better, trust me, I went through what you are going through. There is always someone willing to help, some who is a brother to you. Keep going, keep fighting.
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lonely comment section
considering the unlikelihood of anyone ever seeing this, imma say some of my weak minded thoughts here
i wish i had the ability to make friends or comrades as close knit with me as the people in manhwa gangs (when it comes to the MC).
actually able to fight and actually have power and influence in an area
actually willing to fight for one another
as close as i get with people, it's never as close as i feel it to be.
this is probably due to my neurodivergence, but i get overly emotional easily. for example right now, this whole comment is due to my emotions being higher than normal as it's currently 1 am (late at night).
in the same way, sometimes i feel like im SO CLOSE to a friend, i feel like a true brother
but it's just that moment. it isn't real. it isn't permanent. relationships need maintenance, not just one moment of good connection.
unfortunately, im too much of a lazy ass wimp to ever put in the work to get something i want. at the end of the day, nothing will change if i dont change myself. i know that. yet im still too lazy to do it. useless ass reader